Hello! It seems you've stumbled upon this atrocity that is my journal. Don't be alarmed by the amount of crap you find in here. This was crap that I put in when I was fourteen. ... Come now, we've all been fourteen before. It was a horrible, angst-filled deal, filled with self-discovery and, yes... weirdness.

In any case, this journal will not be very interesting, though it contains some bits and pieces of material that isn't very important at all. You're definitely allowed to friend add, though I assure you, you're really not missing much.

In fact, why don't you go along to another journal instead? The one that will eventually have actual, interesting stuff in it. It might be more worth your time. Just hop along to my profile page, where I have links to most things, just conveniently presented to you.

Have a good day~

Claire Stanfield
1st: Celty
2nd: Alfred J. (America)
3rd:
4th: Klavier

Pending:


Kurama:
1st: Tyrell Badd
2nd:
3rd: Guy
4th:

Pending: Scarecrow or Guybrush, Kurogane, Klavier

Lol, just posting in this journal to say that I'm still here.

I'm not even sure why I still have this, actually. I probably won't be using this journal to post any writing or art anymore, really. When that stuff happens, it'll all be over at another journal.

I think mostly, I just use this as a personal journal for when I app into RP games, I think. That's it. And for nostalgia's sake. Reading some of these old entries from before his simultaneously painful and hilarious. Man, I was such a melodramatic, emo fourteen-year-old.

Anyway, I guess just an update on stuff that's happening with my online then!

( RP Stuff )



( NaNoWriMo! )

Anyway, to whoever still reads this stuff in my journal, those are just the most basic bits of things that are going on with me at the moment. Too many things have happened for me to put into a journal post.

Why would you ever want to contact me. I'm this extremely immature person with ADD and I will definitely fail at talking to you.

But I guess, if you have some inane reason for wanting to contact me, here is a list of places you may find me. I can't guarantee you access to all of these places though, and I also can't guarantee that I'll be at all these places even, so be warned.

Contact Information

Plurk: lupinecomplex
AIM: Wolfmoon Tsuki (I can't guarantee I'll be online all the time or that I'll accept you back or that I'll talk to you, even. askldh sorry...)
Skype: This one is actually personal, but if you ask and I know you, I'll likely give it to you. I'm a pretty open person, so feel free to ask!

I have a few other places I sometimes dwell at, but these are the ones I'm mostly at these days.

So I've been thinking of either deleting most of everything in this journal, renaming, or simply just starting over. The contents of this journal don't necessarily reflect me anymore and, while I can't exactly just forget everything that happened three or four years ago, I'd like to be able to change my journal to reflect who I am now.

I will updating my friends lists, communities, journal entries, icons, etc.

Now then, about those friends lists...

I feel bad that I haven't been on here much at all in the years I've had this journal. Many of you are from Econtra and some of you aren't. For those of you whose f-lists I'm still on, feel free to remove me if you wish! I will friend-remove all journals that are not friended back. If you want to remain on my list, please say so! Comment here, PM, whatever suits you! I'll try and make it up to you for all these lost years of communication.

Besides that, carry on with your business, don't mind me! I'm just reorganizing my life and my thoughts here. :D

Mmhm. Life being a senior is sweeeeet. And also annoying as hell, but that's not important. What's important right now is that I'm looking back at journal entries from the past and going... wow, that was me? Good college essay material, yep.

Current obsessions: DS games (especially Shin Megami Tensei: Devil Survivor), NicoNicoDouga, VOCALOID, YTChorus, The Wind Up Bird Chronicles by Haruki Murakami, Invisible Ma(aaaaa)n by Ralph Ellison, damned, TegakiE.

Current dislikes: Sleep. Apparently.

Current dooms: COLLEGE APPS. And that app for damned but yeah, that's actually fun. Claire Stanfield from Baccano!, anyone? Someone tell me I have Baccano! fanbuddies on here.

RPG is being so fucking awesome! Even if I kind of gave up on apping Hei for elegycity and haven't gotten round to reapping for Kanda in toujoursmb. Eh.

So I'm thinking of getting back into the multi-fandom RPGs now. I think I can handle it until school really picks up later. This year is going to be hectic.

So I'm checking out neo_rpg again, figuring out what character I should bring in. Sounds like fun, guys.

I also found this interesting RPG based around Higurashi... I think. It sounds kind of cool. I'll check that out too. Once again, need to figure out what character I would want to bring in.

damned. Have always wanted to try for this, but it's so hardcore RP that I'm not sure I'm up to par, especially with 3rd person logs. Agh, I'll think about this one.

Got any other suggestions?

Parody image of VOCALOID song, Magnet. Pairing: LaviYuu from DGM. I don't like how I did Lavi's hair. =__= I'll need to work on that. Additionally, let's try NOT abusing Facebook's Graffiti app for once and use actual art programs and sites, yes? ( Tell me how much I fail? )

I think I'm trying to kill myself.

Just applied for reservations at elegycityand toujoursmb, as Li Shengshun/Hei and Kanda Yuu, respectively. The private DGM roleplay is awesome and is getting bigger. Two Kandas, lol. The new Kanda is going to be Noah!Kanda though.

Apparently, they greenlit the Inuyasha Final Chapter anime. Haha, that brings back memories... My first actual anime obsession back in 6th grade. I can't believe they're actually bringing it back to finish the manga arcs.

Even more exciting: DARKER THAN BLACK SEASON TWO WILL AIR IN OCTOBER 2009. SDLGJSKSLDHGKLJOEFLSHKDGLSF. Damn, I'm excited. I love and hate the ending of the first season. Good anime series tend to make my feelings conflict like that.